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1.
I'm closing the door on all my worries
 'Cause this is my time, my only time
 To sit right back and slowly unwind
 To take a deep breath and call it mine
 This is my time to float my blues away

 I've taken care of business and answered all the questions of the day
 Now this is my time, my only time
 To play with rubber duckie, oh he's so fine
 Blowin' bubbles to my toes, it's so sublime
 This is my time to float my busy-ness away

 My only task at hand is to let this be my time
 To ride this wave, float in this sea,
 Simply be

 I light a candle
 Pour the tea
 Get naked
 Grab the Oprah magazine Slide in

 I've got my music, my loofah and my bath oil
 This is my time, my only time
 To sit right back and slowly unwind
 To play with rubber duckie, he's so fine
 To soak my feet and rub them kind
 To love this body and call it mine
 This is my time to float my evening away
2.
The woman on the TV set is clutching both her great big breasts and she sure looks like she is having fun. In purple plastic pantie she is writhing, she is dancing, and it's plain to see she really turns her on. But this is MTV you know and that is how the music goes and all the male guitarists think she's great. They believe that girls like this actually do exist and secretly we all love to gyrate. Well, pardon me but I have never done a thing I can remember that remotely looks like this at all except for once at Girl Scout camp when several bees got in my pants and one of them flew in my training bra.

 Maybe these are fantasies. Maybe you have a right to these
 Baby I'll just break this gently: There's no such thing as girls like that.

 The catalogs of lingerie come to our houses everyday with women who have mostly nothing on. My favorite is the one who sits and drinks her coffee in her kitchen wearing just a silk robe and a thong. Well, let's be real here, let's just say my kitchen any given day is not exactly somewhere you seduce. Between the cat hair and the crumbs your nakedness might make him numb and even worse he might begin to puke. And if you're gonna wear a thong, you might just find the cat hair's gone to places you don't want cat hair to be. And besides you know the facts: a thong just rides right up your ass and serves no earthly purpose I can see.

 Maybe these are fantasies. Maybe you have a right to these
 Baby I'll just break this gently: There's no such thing as girls like that. 

Lastly I will say to all the boys who make the Barbie Doll that I think Barbie's really cute and fun but if Barbie were a real live chick her waist would be 12 inches thick her bra-size would be close to 41. So by the age of 53, those things would be down to her knees with osteoporosis on the way. So, after having said all that, I'll leave you with this simple fact: my favorite girls are women that are not afraid to cry and laugh and eat some food that's high in fat, can change your oil, fix your flat, can say some prayers and blaze a path, and I'll just say on their behalf: There's no such thing as girls like that
3.
Coming Home 02:18
Coming home, Coming home 
 To this me that is now in all her glory
 Coming home, Coming home
 I will be the first to fully claim my story
 Coming home

 Opening, Opening
 To receive this bounty here within my keeping
 Opening, Opening
 I will not hold back in fear for this sweet coming
 Opening

 Coming home, Coming home
 To this me that is now in all her glory
 Coming home, Coming home
 I will be the first to fully claim my story
 I will be the first to call this journey holy
 I will greet me at the door with arms wide open
 Coming home
4.
Bodies 03:46
I have a physical body
 But I am more than my physical body
 I have legs, lips and toes, fingers and elbows and nose and
 Soft belly, round hips, sleek shoulder line, warm breasts
 But I am more than these and all the rest
 Yeah

 I have an emotional body
 But I am more than my emotional body
 I feel happiness, sweet joy, bitter sadness and I can be annoyed, pissed off
 I feel my fears, I have an enormous capacity for love
 But I am more than these and all the rest
 Yeah

 I have a mental body
 But I am more than my mental body
 I'm open-minded, I brainstorm to give my dreams a shape and a form
 Stretch my creativity and I just located my lost keys
 But I am more than these and all the rest
 Yeah

 I have a spiritual body
 But I am more than my spiritual body I am awake in the now simply opening petal by petal
 I'm passionate, free to play, I center down in the quiet to pray
 But I am more than these and all the rest
 Yeah

 I have a soul connecting every piece
 Making me more than the sum of all of these
 Orchestrating this dance of me: Sweet mystery
 Yeah
5.
What If 04:53
What would you do if you knew you could not fail? How free would you be, how deep would you love, dear?
 What would you hear if you listened to your beautiful heart?

 What if you lived with your soul as your pilot?
 What skies would you fly, how wide would you open?
 What would you sing if you gave voice to your beautiful heart?

 Self-punishment does not lead to self-compassion.
 Self-compassion opens to self-compassion
 Opens to compassion for all
 Opens to love

 Be gentle with you.

 Who would you be if you came out of hiding?
 What name would you claim; will you rise for your entrance.
 How would you dance to the music of your beautiful heart?

 What if you bathed in an ocean of roses?
 What if you swam in a river of joy?
 What if you breathed in the notion of forgiveness?
 What if you opened to an ancient flow of Love?

 Be gentle with you.

 What would you do if you knew you could not fail?
 How high would you fly, how deep would you love, dear?
 What would you hear if you listened to your beautiful heart?
6.
Water, river, spirit, grace
 Sweep over me, sweep over me
 Re-carve the depths your fingers traced
 in sculpting me, in sculpting me
7.
You are the light of the world 
 You are the light of the world
 So shine, shine shine where you are
 You are the light of the world
 You are a candle in the dark You are a city on a hill
8.
Once was a valley surrounded by beauty
 Rivers and love flowed through
 Mountains would frame the glorious sunsets Seen by only a few 
Now in the valley there lived a sweet fragrance
 Dancing through water and air 
All who have smelled it are filled with great wonder and
 Dance with Life that lives there
 Once came Pilgrim seeking Life's meaning
 Searching for love and for peace 
Troubled in heart and tired in spirit
 She sought a joyful release 

“Come to the edge! Life said. “Come and swim in my joy!
 Laugh! Play! Let your fears melt away. Come to the edge today!” 

The pilgrim was frightened by the words Life spoke
 And said to Life, "I am afraid 
My feet want to stay here on this solid ground,
 The path that I've known all my days.
 But my ears have heard of all you can offer –
 And my eyes have seen your great ways.
 My soul wants to taste in the brilliance for itself and
 My heart wants to dance and play!
 My heart wants to dance and play! Play! ”

“Come to the edge! Life said. “Come and swim in my joy!
 Laugh! Play! Let your fears melt away. Come to the edge today!” 

The Pilgrim sat at the edge for a little while and wiggled her toes in the sand.
 She she splashed and she played in the Life and she took a breath, and she flew

 “Come to the edge! Life said. “Come and swim in my joy! 
Laugh! Play! Let your fears melt away. Come to the edge today!”

9.
10.
You can rest now You can rest now
 Open your heart to the stillness
 You can rest now

 Let your fears go
 Let your mind ease
 Let your thoughts fade
 Let your breath rise
11.
O God, surround me as the night embracing the moon Hold me fierce and tender as a babe in her mother's womb
 Dance me to the song the cosmos has sung to all her children
 O God, surround me as the night embracing the moon
12.
You are the heart You are the hands You are the voice of Spirit on Earth
 And who you are and all you do
 Is a blessing to the world
13.
All is Well 04:46
Come into this forest deep and dark
 Walk along this path that's winding through
 Gaze into each shadow that lies silent
 And waiting and watching, watching you.
 Though the forest seems so dark and still
 Unpenetrated by the smallest light
 Soon the path continues up the hill
 And opens under starry, starry night.

 And all is well And all is right All is well
 There is safety in the starry, starry night

 Untie the boat and slip out un the stream
 Into the mighty current deep and wide
 Up above a storm is gathering
 The shore is growing farther from my sight
 Though the river runs so cold and fast
 Unchallenged by this tiny boat I row
 By and by the rapids all are passed
 And there is comfort in the gentle river's flow.

 And all is well And all is right All is well
 There is peace upon my river, homeward bound

 Come into this house so filled with light
 And walk among these people here today.
 Everyone is sharing this flight
 Everyone a traveler on the way
 Hand in hand, a caravan of hope*
 Together we will journey through these fears*
 We look inside ourselves to find the strength
 And when we listen with our hearts we always hear

 That all is well And all is right All is well
 There is healing in the starry, starry night
14.
How could anyone ever tell you
 you were anything less than beautiful?
 How could anyone ever tell you
 you were less than whole?
 How could anyone fail to notice
 that your loving is a miracle? How deeply you're connected to my soul.
15.
Oh, Maiden Moon, shine down on me
 Fresh as spring rain
, lush and wild and free
 Come as the dawn in purity
 Grace me with your heart
 Simply opening

 Oh, Mother Moon
, shine down on me
 In river-deep fullness carry me
 Fertile caress, coax me to the dream
 Pull me to your breast, Enfolding me

 Grandmother Moon
, shine down on me
 In silver strands curling 'round the seas
 With your sweet breath
, whisper tales to me
 Winter stillness now, Bring me your peace

 Oh, faithful moon,
 shine down on me
16.
Returning 05:14
Returning
 Returning
 Returning
 To the mother of us all.

about

Welcome, friend!

When I taught preschool, rubbing my small friends’ backs and singing lullabies made naptime my favorite part of the day.

Since becoming a mama, bathtime and bedtime with baby son Sam were precious moments at nightfall. Regardless of what the day had held, we sweetly reminded each other that all was well.

our bodies may get bigger, but even grown-up girls need luscious little reminders that we’re magnificent and worthy of deep love.

We love in a culture where women are presented with all kinds of ridiculous images to live up to. how difficult it is on some days to accept-- much less celebrate-- our bodies, emotions, thoughts and spirits. radical elf-compassion means noticing our own lives with all their quirks, and welcoming who we are in this moment, and who we are becoming.

i live for my nightly bathtime and bedtime ritual. Few things delight me more than warm, sudsy water,a big cozy bed and music that beckons me to some serious pampering, music and joy. Toss all this together with a little bath oil and I offer you Splash!, a bathtime and bedtime experience in radical self-lovin.’

Yes, it’s playtime and yes, it’s deep soul time!

So dive in and make waves, baby! In addition to the invitation to get wet and soapy, consider this your call to radical self-love.

Soaking and wrinkly
and waiting for you here,

trish

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DEDICATIONS

Dedicated to all the authors and publications that have faithfully joined me in bath and bed over the years. your words have washed and dreamed in me more than you can know: sue bender, carol Bridges, Judith Durka, Ruth Fishel, Ariel Gore, Cheri Huber, Barbara Kingsolver, Anne Lamott, Brooke Medicine Eagle, Mothering magazine, Christine Northrup, Mary Oliver, Oprah’s O Magazine, Jamie Sams, Sark, Marianne Williamson.

Gratitudes:
DonFrancis and Susan JazzyJump for splashy photography, tub hosting and rose petals;
Amy and melissa for yummy artwork;
Matt for strings and finishing touches;
Choir Girls for rocking my world;
Cathy, Cinde, Christine, David, Jennifer, Karen, Libby, O.I. and thomas for the gift of your souls through words and music-- I thank you for the grand honor of sharing in your song.
My family: Sammy, 2-year-old love of my life- for bathtimes supreme, and for swimming with my mama heart to places I never fathomed; Beloved Richard, most compassionate being I know- for holding sacred space to create, gestate and birth, and for kisses, too. WomenSisters of my heart, whose stories bless me, shape me, give me life- I am more of who I am because of your encircling. The Grandmothers- thank you for coming to me. It is my deep joy to proclaim your presence in my life.

Booking information:
bookings@RiversVoice.com
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released January 22, 2003

made just for you by trish
recorded by richard at this here studios

trish: voice, piano, organ
richard: guitars, percussion
grown-up choir: heather michele olson, jeanine dorfman, kristine hollingsworth, TAMI, ande lawrence
groovy crouch girls choir: ann, shea, amy, emma
cello and mastering by matt nelson, the line studios, waverly, ia

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